I have a limited battery left in my laptop, so’s I gots ta keep it short. I am in Berlin now, having a creative burst traveling freely in europe and getting recording jobs everywhere I go. Also writing my own music and getting new instruments all the time which really making my wings feel colourful and effervescent.
Alot of the most difficult mental times happen after we clean up from drugs and try to do our thing with our own powers. Our inner addict tries to get us so freaked out that we Fall-In again and become enslaved to a very harsh and unloving power. I found that WHEN I was able to get though relationship turbulence, OR not being able to rely on friends as much as I wanted to AND also surviving hard money times without using drugs to smooth it all over, THEN I was open to the miracle of unforseen blessings and weird unimagined trips to come forth and bring me to new levels of creativity, connectedness and a fuckload of good times I never imagined (or perhaps I did!).
Thanks for liking my new songs, they are just some cool ones that I enjoy from my vast, largely unheard archives. Thats my next obvious step- releasing to the world my best, favorite finished songs. Have you seen my site www.Gordotronic.com ??? check that shit out, its just a start but I plan to make it cool, up to date and sensible when I can, which might be soon!
Hi to you, and I’m sure you have your share of obstacles too, its kind of like the “Seattle creative artist pathway”- to NEED the STRUGGLE to prove one’s mettle!!
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love, G